My Little Raven. (Sebastian X Reader) Part 2.

I wanna love you but, I better not touch
I wanna hold you but, my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but, I want it too much
I wanna taste you but, your lips are venomous poison.

You stood there, utterly baffled to reply to his words that run through your head. Your eyes were widened, but shockingly, your breathing had returned. Not composed, however. Sebastian immediately looked at you with sorrowful eyes, and backed away. He kneeled down to the floor and placed a hand over his heart.

“I apologize, my lady. For my instincts have overcome me. I ask for your forgiveness.” You just stood there, staring down at him while he waited for a response. Realizing that he wasn’t going to move unless you forgave him, you knelt down and placed a hand on his shoulder, doing this caused him to look at you with those flamed colored eyes that you’ve grown to love. You just nodded, showing that you had excused his actions, you wanted to know why, though. Sebastian stood up abruptly and straightened his suit in a collected way.  

You cleared your throat in the awkward silence, hoping for an explanation from the said butler. Looking at him caused your heart to flutter, your cheeks to burn, and your mind to go wild. What is wrong with me? You’d think. You had never had feeling for Sebastian like this, but when he kissed you, oh so softly, your heart told you to kiss back.  When he’d look at you secretly with those blazing pink eyes, you thought you were going crazy… but you ignored it all.

Sebastian looked at you and bowed slightly to excuse himself,

“Pardon, my lady. But I must go finish my chores for today. I will be there later to help prepare for the night.” Amazing. Even after, that, he still acts like his normal self. You stood there in silence as he disappeared into the dark hallway. You touched your lips with your fingertips as you could still feel the stinging sensation of his kiss on your lips.

I hear you calling, and its needles and pins
I wanna hurt you, just to hear you screaming my name
I don’t wanna touch you, but you’re under my skin
I wanna kiss you, but your lips are venomous poison.


You stared out of the window in awe, while gazing up at the full moon and stars that pierced the night sky. You had returned to your room after your encounter with Sebastian earlier. His lips, you ached for it. His touch, you desired it. No. All he is, is a demon. All he possesses is lust… not love. You decided to get him out of your thoughts but you just couldn’t.

You tapped your fingers against a desk placed next to your window. It was so late at night, you didn’t understand. “What is keeping Sebastian?” You sighed with frustration as you deserted your window and headed towards the door. Placing a hand on the cold door handle, you exited the room in search for Sebastian.

Walking down the empty hall you heard a slight blissful chuckle coming from outside, so you went to investigate. With a confused look on your face, you opened the entrance door to see what was going on.




And there sits Sebastian… petting a cat.


You rose an eyebrow, and stifled a laugh waiting to come. He looked at you with surprised, yet gentle eyes.

“M-my lady, I-I hope you don’t mind…” That was weird… you have never seen Sebastian stutter as such as he just did. He must really like cats…

You shook your head to show him it was fine, as you bent down to pet the cat in his lap.

“Felines have such amazing features, you see?” He pointed to the various spots on the cat that amazed him. You chuckled at his enthusiasm towards cats, it was rare for him to show this sort of affection. The cat suddenly jumped from Sebastian’s lap and stretched on the ground before it ran off into the night. Sebastian stood up, as did you, and moved so he would be facing you.

“Now, my lady, shall we prepare you for bed?” He began to walk off so he could hold the door open for you, but you grabbed his arm, stopping him.

“W-wait… Sebastian…”

“Yes, my lady?” You let go of his arm and shuffled your feet uneasily. You didn’t dare look into his devious eyes, you knew it was there… burning into your soul.

“W-why did… you kiss me?” You could hear him chuckle softly after you finished asking your question. Suddenly, you felt a hand under your chin, tilting your head up just for your eyes to meet his burning pink ones. Your eyes locked into them, as you felt you couldn’t turn away.

“Because, my lady, I’ve already told you. Your soul… isn’t the only thing that belongs to me. I want your love.”

Running deep inside my veins
Burning deep inside my brain
Poison
I don’t wanna break these chains.


The last thing you saw was Sebastian smirking deceitfully as he stared into your eyes before closing them. You felt the same delicate, kiss that sent shudders throughout you. His arms wrapped themselves around you, protectively, but lovingly. You fluttered your eyes closed as you placed your hands on his chest. He took a small step forward, closing all of the space between you two. Your mind was running wild, as your heart felt it was going to rupture.

Two years. Two years you had known very little of this, demon. Sebastian Michaelis. The man you had grown to love, had kept his whole life a secret. All that you was to know he was supposed to protect until the very end of your time. Until that day the contract was to be fulfilled. He would let you go. Never see you again. But it didn’t matter. You wanted to live in the moment.

After a long time, you and he needed oxygen so Sebastian broke the kiss and stepped back some. He extended his gloved hand towards you, and smiled.

“Now, my lady, shall we prepare for bed?” A smile crept onto your newly blushed face, as you placed your hand in his,


“Indeed.”



All this time, Sebastian would be there. You knew your day would come and he would have your soul but until that time, you belonged to him.  You meant something to him, you knew…



You would always be, his raven.


To Be Continued...